Read and Respond: Playdates with God

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I’ve been playing more lately.

Monday, I needed a break, so I pedaled downtown on my bicycle and treated myself to lunch. I rode back with raindrops falling on my head.

Another day, I colored while eating leftovers in the dining room.

Last week, I took an hour or so out of my day, hopped on my bicycle, and rode to the park. When I got there, the park was empty. Mine alone. I smiled.

At first, I saw only teeny tiny slides and a little climbing castle. Playgrounds are made for children, after all. But then I saw what I came for and rode to the far side where the swings hung motionless.

Jumping off my bike, I tiptoed toward the saddle seat hovering over the smallest mud puddle. I climbed up gingerly, careful not to get dirty, and then with a bend and a kick I was off, pumping my legs harder and faster. As the swing climbed higher, I began to hear the familiar singsong of the chains in their hooks. I looked up at the canopy of leaves. I looked down at the ground so far, so near, so far, so near. My pulse quickened. I breathed deeply.

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Then, I saw a car pull in. Someone else was coming to the park. I stopped pumping. When the swing slowed enough, I jumped off. What would they think of a middle-aged woman swinging alone in the middle of the day?

I climbed back on my bicycle and rode quickly out of the park through the grass, avoiding the parking lot and the main entrance and stares of the just-arrived carload. As I pedaled up the hill toward home, I saw a car in my rearview mirror and nearly wrecked my bike trying to get off the street and onto the sidewalk before they whizzed by. I remembered how my husband and I teased that everyone probably thought I had a drinking problem, relegated to a bicycle because of a suspended license or some other crime of addiction. At least that’s what we thought of the scruffy old men who pedal themselves around town. What respectable adult prefers biking to motoring for errands?

And just like that, the playtime was over. I was back at home at my desk. The work continued.

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Play doesn’t come easily for me. Although I like to break free and laugh loud and do things for no reason at all as much as the next person, in my grown-up life of marriage and parenting and homemaking and freelance writing, life doesn’t just hand over opportunities to cut loose. And other people don’t always look kindly on those who take time to play. That’s my impression at least. People who play seem childish.

But people who play also become child-like. Just as life gets too grownup and serious sometimes, so does my faith. And Jesus said, “unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”

This desire to come to Jesus as a child is what led Laura Boggess to set aside time each week for the past three years to play. She takes walks and visits museums. She tries new things, and she rests more. And as she goes, she goes with God.

It started on her neighbors’ trampoline, when she snuck over for a bit of the exhilaration she saw in the children’s faces as they jumped earlier that day. After she had bounced alone for a few minutes, she found herself saying to Jesus: we need to play more.

And when the laughter hushed and there was just me and God, all tangled up under that blue sky, I made a promise. I promised God that I would not forget the sweetness of that moment. I made a commitment to seek out moments like this with him. Once a week I would leave my grown-up notions behind, and I would find a place where joy and wonder would lead. A playdate with God.

I’ve been reading Laura’s book, Playdates with God, the past week or so. As I’ve turned the pages, I’ve been yearning for of the joy and wonder that come with play. It’s why I’ve been coloring and swinging and riding my bicycle more. But it’s also why I’ve been letting myself cry more when I feel like it, and throwing myself on Jesus when I don’t know where else to go. It’s why I said out loud this week, “It’s not fair” and felt a little better after the words escaped my lips. Because being child-like isn’t just about wonder. It’s also about trust.

Most of all, leaning in to God in my highs and lows is about love—that’s really the heart of Laura’s book.

“God knows me. And he wants me to know him,” Laura writes. “I can never know or understand God fully, but I’m prepared to keep trying for the whole of my life.”

At work, at rest, in grief and exhilaration, when I am producing, or when I am playing, may I come wide-eyed, tenderhearted, and fully His.

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Playdates

AUTHORLaura Boggess
TITLEPlaydates with God: Having a Childlike Faith in a Grown-up World
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Charity Singleton Craig

Charity Singleton Craig is a writer, author, and speaker, helping readers grow in their faith and experience true hope in the middle of life’s joys and sorrows. She is the author of My Year in Words: what I learned from choosing one word a week for one year and coauthor of On Being a Writer: 12 Simple Habits for a Writing Life That Lasts.


  • Jamie S. Harper ,

    I love to swing though I rarely fit in one. my children have swings in the backyard and sometimes I will go swing until I cannot no longer squeeze in. 🙂 I am just about to start Laura’s books and had seen your name on a post Kris Camealy shared, so I thought I would visit today. What a fun visit. blessings.

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      Charity Singleton Craig ,

      Hi Jamie – Thanks for stopping by. I doubt I’d fit in a backyard swing, either. The ones at the park feel a little roomier! You are going to love Laura’s book!

    • Laura Brown ,

      Years ago when I was biking in the mornings before work, a guy on a bike converged with me for a few blocks or so. “Where do you have to go?” he asked. He was riding his bike to his job at the nursing home, because he’d temporarily lost his license. He wasn’t complaining, just matter-of-fact. He assumed I was in the same boat, or on the same bike, hence his concern about how far I might have to pedal, and he seemed a little glad and not at all sheepish to find another. We were like a little tribe of two. So I chose not to be miffed by what he assumed.

      I bet that person in the car was another middle-aged woman going to swing at midday. Women at the well, taking shifts.

      I love what you say about trusts. Even the trust to go ahead and throw the momentary toddler’s fit, which is not that different from the laments of the Psalms.

      (I already have the book, by the way, so don’t need to be entered to win.)

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        Charity Singleton Craig ,

        Laura – Thanks for your comment. I hadn’t quite thought about my fit being a lament, but it was. You are right. And I like your story about the man on the bike. I think we are all looking for a little validation like that.

      • Diana Trautwein ,

        LOVELY, Charity. Thank you. (I love to swing, too – and it’s been a long time!)

      • Matthew Kreider ,

        This post swings with energy, Charity. I like what you say about the highs and lows. When I find myself on sun-basked peaks, the playdates feel easier to keep. When I find myself shaking in the shadowy valleys, however, the Playdates can feel ridiculous or even impossible. That’s why these words of yours stood out: “Because being child-like isn’t just about wonder. It’s also about trust.” So true. I don’t think God wants our geography to determine our willingness to play. I want to be child-like, regardless of where I find myself.

        Now I’m thinking about that hypothetical man who lost his license. I imagine him pedalling through the valley, trying to find that trust-y swing, too.

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          Charity Singleton Craig ,

          That was one of the sections I loved so much in Laura’s book, Matthew. When she told God she didn’t want to play. He wooed her anyway. That’s what he does for us. Keeps coming to find us however low we sink.

        • Laura ,

          Yes! I found myself wishing I could swing side-by-side with you, Charity, reaching toes up to the sky together. Thank you for seeing the heart of my book, and for celebrating this wonderful playdate with me! I’m so grateful for good friends like you to walk this journey with.

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            Charity Singleton Craig ,

            The book was enchanting, Laura. I loved it more than I can express. You are a magician with words, and your child-like spirit that you’ve been cultivating was ever present. Thank you.